Was almost stabbing a guy in
The neck
And all the chili cheese fries I thought I ate.
Chemical imbalances in dirty bathrooms.
The room spun and before I knew it
I was at home, laying with her.
She was mad but she couldn't say "no" to cuddling.
Numb.
Xanax dreams have never felt so hubristic
Because she was there with me making
Excuses and cleaning my room.
All I was left to was mumbles,
She had to go home.
I woke up alone at midnight,
Drool on pillow,
Shame along with it.
The glory of tombstones
Was far from tantalizing.
I died for a few hours,
No one seemed to have noticed.
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